Sooo......

Soo bored. And sick.
Well I think I need to re-learn how to make new friends.
Alisa and I don't have that much in common anymore. My friends from Arizona have their own lives. And I am always the youngest of my coworkers so don't fit in to their life style. I love my boyfriend, he is pretty much my best friend now, which is fine, but I wish he wasn't my only close friend. I start my second semester of college in a few days. My horoscope said something about making new friends on the 28th, but I am not going to get my hopes up too high. Even if I did make a few, what would happen when I move to Butte for college next year? Hopefully I at least make new friends in Butte...and hopefully if they become good friends...maye I'll be lucky enough to find some that are as moivated to leave Montana as I am.
I don't know if I'll be able to make Phoenix my home again. There are a lot of... memories..there. I don't know..maybe Denver or somewhere in Texas? I'd prefer to stay in the southwest region, though California is not my type. At least not as far as I can remember. What to do?
If I'm gonna get anywhere I have to stick it through my Radiology degree first.
I wish Icould find what is going t make me happy in life... some sort of inspiration...
I wish I was more artistic.

I see everyone falling around me, but I'm waiting for the one who will get back up.